Okay, here goes my next attempt to post what I wanted to earlier today. Let's hope it works this time. (haha) Not to mention, I've only got about 30 minutes to get everything I want to vent typed. So... here goes.
Today (04-20-2001) started out shitty. And in order for me to post this so y'all can understand the events I'm about to enlighten you with.. I've got to go back to a few weeks ago. Bare with me, please.
Approximately 2 weeks ago on a Sunday... I took my boyfriend's son home (to his mother) after he had spent the weekend with us. I dropped him off, and decided I would venture to K-mart to do some browsing. I did my browsing, and as I'm about to leave... I run into his son. I walked around the store with him for about 15 minutes so he could find his mother. We finally find her, and I introduce myself. We then had a nice little conversation. (Note the sarcasm there) Finally after about 30 minutes of BS'ing with her, I say "Well, I better get going.. if he tries to call and I'm not there, he'll be wondering where I'm at" So her and I said our "goodbyes, nice to meet you's" etc.. and I left.
Now, back to today.... My boyfriend had to go meet with his ex-wife; the mother of his 10 year old son this morning, to discuss the well-being of their son. Myself? I was still in bed when he left. He comes back, wakes me up and asked me "what all was said the day you rain into my ex at K-mart?" I reply with "why?" he then proceeds to tell me that I made the statement to her that "he calls me 3-4 times a night to make sure I'm home and not out cheating on him". Then she continued to throw a fit saying "You can do that, but you can't call and talk to your son" This totally blew my mind of course.. cause nothing along those lines were said between her and I. Why this woman (if that's what you wanna call her) is concocting all this BS, is beyond me. I'm guessing it's because she claims she still "loves" him. etc. Me personally, I just think she's one of those types that feels "If I can't have you, then no one else should either" Hard to believe this woman is almost 35 years old and has 3 sons. Immature? I do believe so.
I knew from the start what I was getting into when I started this relationship with him.. but never, and I do mean NEVER did I think it would be this bad. It's gotten to the point where it's affecting his and I's relationship. It doesn't seem like there's a day that goes by that she doesn't piss him off in one way or another. We all know how men are... don't know how to express what's going on in their minds. He let's it all build up till he explodes, and guess who's on the recieving end when this happens? You guessed it.. yours truely. Quite frankly, it's gettin' a tad bit old. I have nothing to do with their "problems" yet I'm the one who gets the attitude. I feel is shit doesn't settle down soon, it's gonna ruin our relationship. You may be sitting there thinkin' to yourself "do you regret getting involved with him?" No, not at all.. he's a wonderful man, and I fell in love with him the minute we met.
It's just hard, I have enough of my own stressful BS to deal with right now.. and I don't need this added on top of it. We'll get to my stressful BS at a later date. I just needed to vent some of this.. and I know if I told him how I was feeling, it would just make him more upset than he already is. Yea.. Yea, I know... communication is the key to any relationship. But this shit's hard to deal with, for him and I both.
Well, I should cut this entry short now.. it's almost time for his arrival home from work. I'll post more tomorrow at some time after 4 p.m (Central time)
Today (04-20-2001) started out shitty. And in order for me to post this so y'all can understand the events I'm about to enlighten you with.. I've got to go back to a few weeks ago. Bare with me, please.
Approximately 2 weeks ago on a Sunday... I took my boyfriend's son home (to his mother) after he had spent the weekend with us. I dropped him off, and decided I would venture to K-mart to do some browsing. I did my browsing, and as I'm about to leave... I run into his son. I walked around the store with him for about 15 minutes so he could find his mother. We finally find her, and I introduce myself. We then had a nice little conversation. (Note the sarcasm there) Finally after about 30 minutes of BS'ing with her, I say "Well, I better get going.. if he tries to call and I'm not there, he'll be wondering where I'm at" So her and I said our "goodbyes, nice to meet you's" etc.. and I left.
Now, back to today.... My boyfriend had to go meet with his ex-wife; the mother of his 10 year old son this morning, to discuss the well-being of their son. Myself? I was still in bed when he left. He comes back, wakes me up and asked me "what all was said the day you rain into my ex at K-mart?" I reply with "why?" he then proceeds to tell me that I made the statement to her that "he calls me 3-4 times a night to make sure I'm home and not out cheating on him". Then she continued to throw a fit saying "You can do that, but you can't call and talk to your son" This totally blew my mind of course.. cause nothing along those lines were said between her and I. Why this woman (if that's what you wanna call her) is concocting all this BS, is beyond me. I'm guessing it's because she claims she still "loves" him. etc. Me personally, I just think she's one of those types that feels "If I can't have you, then no one else should either" Hard to believe this woman is almost 35 years old and has 3 sons. Immature? I do believe so.
I knew from the start what I was getting into when I started this relationship with him.. but never, and I do mean NEVER did I think it would be this bad. It's gotten to the point where it's affecting his and I's relationship. It doesn't seem like there's a day that goes by that she doesn't piss him off in one way or another. We all know how men are... don't know how to express what's going on in their minds. He let's it all build up till he explodes, and guess who's on the recieving end when this happens? You guessed it.. yours truely. Quite frankly, it's gettin' a tad bit old. I have nothing to do with their "problems" yet I'm the one who gets the attitude. I feel is shit doesn't settle down soon, it's gonna ruin our relationship. You may be sitting there thinkin' to yourself "do you regret getting involved with him?" No, not at all.. he's a wonderful man, and I fell in love with him the minute we met.
It's just hard, I have enough of my own stressful BS to deal with right now.. and I don't need this added on top of it. We'll get to my stressful BS at a later date. I just needed to vent some of this.. and I know if I told him how I was feeling, it would just make him more upset than he already is. Yea.. Yea, I know... communication is the key to any relationship. But this shit's hard to deal with, for him and I both.
Well, I should cut this entry short now.. it's almost time for his arrival home from work. I'll post more tomorrow at some time after 4 p.m (Central time)
posted by RAGE at
11:56:00 PM
